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i feel like updating...

10 methods to my madness
* i cant wait for uni so i'll have something to live for
* not sleeping then over sleeping
* needing new clothes
* constant scrapbook compulsion
* i keep having the urge to wear a white vintage dress
* becoming a recluse
* not replying to txt messages
* having more underwear than decent clothing
* exam results thursday... ARGH
* shallow pretentious tendencies




ive just watched the preview of the new franz ferdinand video.
its fun in a im so gonna be over this when they start playing it on the radio way. but yeah the lyrics are fun, alex looks hot (by his standards) the other guys look alittle rough. and the whole video has this Factory regects vibe to it. If you dont know what that means ...ugh

i saw a modern sci fi version of the handmaids tale the other day. it was good and creepy like the book but very different and excellent by low-budget standards as it made you think "shit that could happen"
after that i went a little government paranoid and started reading about the freemasons ans teh satanic imagery on the american dollar and how the white house is at the top of a baphomet (i knew this already but still)

the whole guy situation is stressing me out because i have "nice guys" asking me out but i just cant be bothered with any of it. if that makes ANY sense AT ALL!? the six-years-older dj is doing V (festival) so hopefully that will give me a break and him something to destract himself with...
then theres the vampire fetish, hes nice but i keep finding little things that bug me because im soo uber pretentious i make myself sick. okay 1.) hes BLONDE 2.) Cradle lyrics 3.)the constant vampire obsession. and theres the fact that he feels the need to agree and compliment me all the fucking time. what i mean is its nice when people say nice things when you dont expect it and its genuine, when people start doing ALL THE TIME its annoying and seems fake. the thing that really gets me down is that theres one guy who i do like but right now hes just obsessed with sex *rolls eyes*
its like by female standards we decide before sex if the persons worth time and effort... but men do it backwards (i'm generalising obviously. i know not everyones like this)

this is officially a rant-post if you have something to rant about please contribute!! *tips imaginary hat*